Promise me you'll wipe

These tears from my eyes.

You're the only one

That can make me smile.

It's harder for me

Each time I let you go...

I love you so much,

And my heart is yours.

So promise me when

I see you again

You'll wipe these

tears from my eyes.

I miss you so much,

All this space apart..

Just kills me,

Because when I'm around you

I'm so very happy.

Promise me you'll

Love me forever baby,

And I will forever

Be yours.

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[heart]beat

I fall asleep so quickly

Listening to your heartbeat

Is my symphony.

I love how it beats fast

And slow together.

Nothing else matters

When we're together.

Feeling you breathe

Makes my heart beat

Slow and sweet.

Your touch

makes me love you

so very much!

When you aren't close by

I'll close my eyes

and hope that I

dream about you tonight,

just so I can make it through the night.

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Reflection

You make me so sick.
Get up off the floor,
what are you crying for?

You're so pathetic.
Don't let it all get to you.
Quit letting it walk on you, making you apologize
for another bullshit life
experience that'll walk out the
door and not look back,
making you wonder what happened

Be happy, you deserve it too,
don't let you get you, whatever
you do because when it comes
down to it you're all you got.

You better be giving it your
best fucking shot!

People come and go
promises usually get broke
quit thinking too hard about it all
because you still have to look in
the mirror when you get home
look in those eyes, they're windows
to the soul.

Let go.... Let go of it all.

saving me

I've done a lot of things I've come to regret
and i know i've hurt you even deeper yet
but im not gonna stand here and have you remind me
cause all i could do is say I'm sorry.
And never once did i ask you to save me.

You Haven't Changed At All
You Haven't Tried.
You'd Rather Sit There And Feel That Fucking High..

I Wait.. WAit and sit in the other room and cry.
I Cry because of your high... your need.
sometimes I believe..
Sometimes I believe you need it more than you'll ever need me.

Enough

So Depressed...
Such A Mess...
Every Move..
Every Step..

Gets turned on me
In a matter of seconds...
Pull me this way...
Shove me that..

What Do I stand for?
Nothing because I
fall for everything!!!

My heart.. what heart?
It was ripped out long ago.
I'm such a fucking mess
Welcoming certain habits..
like i don't wanna miss the chance.

I believe in you, because I know your potential..
but that's not who you are.... is it?
I know the reasons I shouldn't be with you..
But here i fucking am.. shouldn't that be enough for you?!
I give you my heart, i give you my mind,and body and love.
Will that ever be enough?
Will that ever be enough?

All The Things

I Hate How I Used You As My First Excuse
To Smoke Weed.
I Hate The Part That Wants It.
I Hate How It Makes Me Feel Every Time.

I Hate How You Need It.
I Hate How You Say You're Sorry
As You Take Another Hit.
I Hate How You Tell Me I'm Your High
When You're So High And Fucked Up.
I Hate Listening To You Complain About
Not Having Money And Watching You Buy
A Bag Twice A Month.

I Hate Fighting Constantly
And How We Hurt Each other The Hardest.
I Hate How I Believe In You When You Don't Want It.

I Hate How I Can't Get Over
All Four Of Them.
I Hate All The Excuses You Gave.

I Hate How I Don't Trust You
And How I Make You Feel Bad.

I Wish I Could Do Something About This
I Wish We Could Be.

I'll Miss The Way You Kiss Me
And The Way My Hand Fits In Yours.
I'll Miss Your Loving Eyes
And Your Sweetness.
I'll Miss Being In Your Arms
And Hearing Your Laugh.
I'll Miss Making Love To You
And Being So Close.

But All The Things Considered
This Is For The Best....