Another Pill

Sleep seems so beautifully rare
Another day, another pill...
Waking up depressed has lost it's thrill

The storm outside can't match my pain,
All those clouds pouring out rain.

My heart can't take anymore thinking
'bad habits' can be pure.

Kill me sweetly...Never!
Kill me slowly...Forever.

My pain, this heart ripping out doesn't cover it.
My love where to go?
Seems like I'm dieing slow.

Death seems so much easier than this.
Heaven can't feel pain,
My tears are dried, and I'd be born again.

But I can't commit, no matter the torture.
But I thought he was the only one who might love me forever.

Guess I'm a fool to believe in love....

After all, all it makes is hurt.

Wrong time, wrong place,
Nobody wants to wait.

My tears keep falling.
My heart fills with pain.

All the 'hope' I get,
the 'hope' they give is that it might...
..never end.....