Suicidal Silence

These tears fall hard like rain,
every crushing sound.

Nobody knows how bad I pine
to hear his voice again...

The pain isn't going away, and I'm trying
to stay strong because I know he wont come
he wont come for me, can't hear my cries.


I know he can't feel the pain and i die.
My love for him is still so strong,
And God I wish and long..
For him to sweep me off my feet
show me what he feels..

I miss the taste of his kiss,
and the way he feels....

Those eyes, everytime he looked at me.
Baby I can't save you! And no one can save me...

I've spent so very long doing everything
just for a glance, and now every time
I close my eyes....there's your beautiful face.

Why wont he just be the prince I long for?
When I know all too well he can be so very
romantic.

I wish he'd let go of everything else.
I wish I could too.
Because right now all i can think about
is holding you. the way you'd hold me, and I'd rub your back,
feeling you breathe was my symphony.

And now here i sit in my heart's suicidal silence
as it kills itself because you won't be romantic.