Rip This Out...

Why do I cry when he does the things he does?
Why does it hurt so much?
Why do i sit here and cry when I hear the things he says
Impressing people at my expense....
Make them laugh while I'm screaming,
Fuck it? cuz this hurts so bad?
If only you saw...
If only you could see...
Why do i always go for the same guys?
All they are are pricks...
So rip this heart out once again..
You're not sorry for what you did, nor will you ever be.
Because when you realize what love is and care about someone
maybe you'll realize what you finally fucking did.