Black Is My Heart

I'm sitting here staring out my window.
Thinking about the hell you put me through.
Fuck you!
Now it's my turn to tell you how I feel....

Too many times I've cried.
So many times you've lied.
And now I'm fucking broken!
Cause my heart is black, my love is cold.
I'm dead inside.
Apparently being 'dad' was an issue.

You put me in a cage,
telling me you're just keeping me safe.

But you just sat there and watched me fall...
Desinigrating before your very eyes.
Don't fucking tell me you didn't understand why
I cried so many nights!

You now try to act like nothing happened
And nothing is wrong.. fuck that because...

Too many times I've cried.
So many times you've lied.
And now I'm fucking broken!
Cause my heart is black, my love is cold.
I'm dead inside.
Apparently being 'dad' was an issue.

Where there was truth behind all lies
All in all it never ends for good.
But than again.....
.......who said it would?